To me my last meal was a disaster, just because it was a lot of work and then tasted awful.
I tried to make clam chowder. I love clam chowder. The best that I have ever had is from a small cafe called Boudin's Bakery in California.
http://boudinbakery.com/Their chowder is much better than any I've had in Massachusetts, which is supposedly the home of clam chowder.
Being as Ina is from Mass. I thought her clam chowder would be great-and it probably is. But..once again, ingredients were difficult for me to find. One review of her books said that all of her ingredients are easy to find, and she even says that many recipes are of things you probably have in your cupboard. Well, my cupboard has no fresh spices lingering around, and when I do buy them, they go bad before I can use them in a second recipe, and they are expensive. Those who know me, know I cannot possibly grow my herbs. I have the blackest thumb there is.
Anyway, the recipe called for fresh clams-couldn't find, so I bought frozen ones, and I couldn't find clam juice, but found clam broth which said "use wherever a recipe calls for clam juice."
I did everything else according to the recipe, it thickened up nicely and looked great, but the taste....well, it was too fishy and very blah. When I was cutting up the frozen clams into tiny bits, I got nervous that we were all going to get food poisoning. They looked really strange, with black spots on them and with some weird stuff on the inside. I got very grossed out. I was wishing I had bought canned clams where someone else had done all the cutting. I looked at the clam package and saw that they were from Vietnam, and I must say, that really gave me a fright. I hope we don't all have mercury poisoning.
Since that meal, I have not tried another Barefoot Contessa recipe. I've once again resorted to some standbys-even going so low as to cook hot dogs. There's a really old song that my parents used to sing to me that I should sing to myself in the midst of this. Some of the words go like this:
"Pick yourself up,
Dust yourself off,
And start all over again!"
As this new week progresses, I will try, try again to get excited about cooking some new and interesting meals.
PS: No one got food poisoning!